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Then
he turned to us, and added with a smile: "I cannot make Crito believe
that I am the same Socrates who has been talking and conducting the
argument; he fancies that I am the other Socrates whom he will soon
see, a dead body--and he asks, How shall he bury me? And though I
have spoken many words in the endeavor to show that when I have drunk
the poison I shall leave you and go to the joys of the blessed--these
words of mine, with which I was comforting you and myself, have had,
as I perceive, no effect upon Crito. And therefore I want you to be
surety for me to him how, as at the trial he was surety to the judges
for me: but let the promise be of another sort; for he was surety
for me to the judges that I would remain, and you must be my surety
to him that I shall not remain, but go away and depart; and then he
will suffer less at my death, and not be grieved when he sees my body
being burned or buried. I would not have him sorrow at my hard lot,
or say at the burial, Thus we lay out Socrates, or Thus we follow
him to the grave or bury him; for false words are not only evil in
themselves, but they infect the soul with evil. Be of good cheer then,
my dear Crito, and say that you are burying my body only, and do with
that whatever is usual, and what you think best."
When he had
spoken these words, he arose and went into a chamber to bathe; Crito
followed him and told us to wait. So we remained behind, talking
and thinking of the subject of discourse, and also of the greatness
of our sorrow; he was like a father of whom we were being bereaved,
and we were about to pass the rest of our lives as orphans. When
he had taken the bath his children were brought to him (he had two
young sons and an elder one); and the women of his family also came,
and he talked to them and gave them a few directions in the presence
of Crito; then he dismissed them and returned to us.
Now the hour
of sunset was near, for a good deal of time had passed while he
was within. When he came out, he sat down with us again after his
bath, but not much was said. Soon the jailer, who was the servant
of the eleven, entered and stood by him, saying: "To you, Socrates,
whom I know to be the noblest and gentlest and best of all who ever
came to this place, I will not impute the angry feelings of other
men, who rage and swear at me, when, in obedience to the authorities,
I bid them drink the poison--indeed, I am sure that you will not
be angry with me; for others, as you are aware, and not I, are to
blame. And so fare you well, and try to bear lightly what must needs
be--you know my errand." Then bursting into tears he turned away
and went out.
Socrates looked
at him and said: "I return your good wishes, and will do as you
bid." Then turning to us, he said, "How charming the man is: since
I have been in prison he has always been coming to see me, and at
times he would talk to me, and was as good to me as could be, and
now see how generously he sorrows on my account. We must do as he
says, Crito; and therefore let the cup be brought, if the poison
is prepared; if not, let the attendant prepare some."
"Yet," said
Crito, "the sun is still upon the hilltops, and I know that many
a one has taken the draught late, and after the announcement has
been made to him, he has eaten and drunk, and enjoyed the society
of his beloved; do not hurry--there is time enough."
Socrates said:
"Yes, Crito, and they of whom you speak are right in so acting,
for they think that they will be gainers by the delay; But I am
right in not following their example, for I do not think that I
should gain anything by drinking the poison a little later; I should
only be ridiculous in my own eyes for sparing and saving a life
which is already forfeit. Please then to do as I say, and not to
refuse me."
Crito made
a sign to the servant, who was standing by; and he went out, and
having been absent for some time, returned with the jailer carrying
the cup of poison. Socrates said: "You, my good friend, who are
experienced in these matters, shall give me directions how I am
to proceed."
The man answered:
"you have only to walk about until your legs are heavy, and then
to lie down, and the poison will act."
At the same
time he handed the cup to Socrates, who in the easiest and gentlest
manner, without the least fear or change of color or feature, looking
at the man with all his eyes, . . . as his manner was, took the
cup and said: "What do you say about making a libation out of this
cup to any god? May I, or not?"
The man answered:
"We only prepare, Socrates, just so much as we deem enough."
"I understand,"
he said; "but I may and must ask the gods to prosper my journey
from this to the other world--even so--and so be it according to
my prayer.
Then raising
the cup to his lips, quite readily and cheerfully he drank off the
poison. And hitherto most of us had been able to control our sorrow;
but now when we saw him drinking, and saw too that he had finished
the draught, we could not longer forbear, and in spite of myself
my own tears were flowing fast; so that I covered my face and wept,
not for him, but at the thought of my own calamity in having to
part from such a friend. Nor was I the first; for Crito, when he
found himself unable to restrain his tears, had got up, and I followed;
and at that moment, Apollodorus, who had been weeping all the time,
broke out in a loud and passionate cry which made cowards of us
all.
Socrates alone
retained his calmness: "What is this strange outcry?" he said. "I
sent away the women mainly in order that they might not misbehave
in this way, for I have been told that a man should die in peace.
Be quiet then, and have patience."
When we heard
his words we were ashamed, and refrained our tears; and he walked
about until, as he said, his legs began to fail, and then he lay
on his back, according to the directions, and the man who gave him
the poison now and then looked at his feet and legs; and after a
while he pressed his foot hard, and asked him if he could feel;
and he said, "No;" and then his leg, and so upwards and upwards,
and showed us that he was cold and stiff. And he felt them himself,
and said: "When the poison reaches the heart, that will be the end."
He was beginning
to grow cold about the groin, when he uncovered his face, for he
had covered himself up, and said--they were his last words--he said:
"Crito, I owe a cock to Asclepius [god of health and medicine];
will you remember to pay the debt?
"The debt
shall be paid," said Crito; "is there anything else?"
There was
no answer to this question; but in a minute or two a movement was
heard, and the attendants uncovered him; his eyes were set, and
Crito closed his eyes and mouth.
Such was the
end . . . of our friend; concerning whom I may truly say, that of
all the men of his time whom I have known, he was the wisest and
justest and best.
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